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| AARON CAME D0WN TOO!! other than that.. i'm not too sure what to write about. I'm kinda.. idk? lately i havent been myself its weird. so idk what to write in here. i'll start updatin`. (i know i say that everytime) but tahts because it sounds good haha | | |
| Pshh. So alot has happend within the past month and 1 day. Let us see... lol the 27th Timothy finally made it down here, and becky surprised me by waking me up. Crazy! I thought i was dreaming i was like nuh-uh she can't be here. Its just not possible, and she was, so that was CRAYZ! lOl later, i took a shower and put some make up on, got my skirt and shirt on and then went to meet up with timothy. Yay! Lol we got to the airport and mom and dad started arguing over where to park i told them to just drop me off and i'll find timothy. so they did and we found his gate and we were wating for him. and. I got a quarter from the cart push thingy lol it was great i was really happy about it. Lol. Hmmmm andddd then we see him and ran towards him and i just. hugged him. that kind of disturbed me because i wanted to like make out with him cuz i hadn't seen him in a while. but i coulnt id dont know why it was weird. so i kinda just like gave him the hugest hug in my life lol then i had my arm around him and stuff and i just kept hugging him. then my mom came in and she was like did u guys find him im like uhhhhhh yup =) Lol then we got his stuff and went home. . then Justin wanted to go out to eat so becky timothy me and justin all went out to eat and timothy and i just walked next to each other. we got there and he payed for me. =) what a wonderful boyfriend <3 I love him. then we walked back home and went on the computer for a lil bit then at 9 twister started so tim and i watched it. and my mom went to bed at like 10 dad layed down and fell asleep to leave timothy and I alone down stairs cuz justin and becky were talking upstairs, so we kissed and then started making out =) it was great then. we started making out more and he like grabbed my boob haha lol then after a while he went up my shirt and i still had my bra on. no biggy lol then we got so wrapped into the moment that i had taken my bra off and he was feeling me up and such =) then dad almost woke up so we kinda seperated but he went back to sleep and we started making out again and we did that until 3 in the morning =) crayz stuff. lol yuppppppppp that was some fun stuff. lol then the next day we went to the movies =) and we had a blast. lol my first. sorta hand job. crayz stuff man lol then we went home that night and i changed into some shorts and a t-shirt dad went to bed and we layed down on timothy's bed lol then we started making out and he started to go up my shirt and then i already had my bra off.. cuz of course lecta thinking ahead of time lol =) Im so good. LoL then. a little more happened and he started rubbing my crotch on the outside of my shorts and then he started to finger me =) which was totally fun lol then. i gave him a hand job and we were making out that happened until like 3 in the morning again lol. We had alot of fun then. saturday we went to the lake saturday so we couldnt do anything but that night we looked at the stars and talked about so much. I never felt so close to him in my whole life. =) i was pretty happy. sunday we went back home after getting stuck out in the middle of the lake! it made me sad lol then sunday we went back to the house and naturally stuff happened again =) Lol but my dad was being a jerk and making us go to bed at 12 for the next week. sadddddd lol then. we pretty much had a repeat of every night then thursday i went to bed at 11 cuz i had to get up early and go to the shop to get my hair cut. WHICH WAS SHORT! =( lol but i ended up liking it. Friday i was at the shop til like 3 then went back home got ready for the lake and stuff packed up our stuff and i only got to see tim for a quick min. i was pissed. so we didnt get to do anything that day. then. that night went to a couple softball games. and and went out to eat with the softball peoples then at like 12 we decided we wanted to go to the lake so we went out there and. my cousin and his buddy where there so we all had a 5th of jager. yuck lol so dawn becky and i had shots of crown with monster since we couldnt find red bull.. stupid stores. then i got pretty buzzed and we all went to bed at like 3 the next morning i woke up and my baby was there!!!!!!!!=) I missed him lol so i went outside and we chilled and stuff and it was fuckin` hot so i got into the lake early like. 11:30 lol crayz stuff. then i jumped off the top of my uncles deck and that was effin fun lol i made becky do it with me. LoL then. after that i didnt do it again. I was too freaked lol and then becky gave me my crown =)!!!!! I was soooo happy lol then my cake had a panda on it! YAY!! lol so then we went swimming again and jumped of the top and everybody kept going out on the jet ski's and stuff it was fun. then. we started to have alooottt of fun =) then. my uncle started to mix the drinks lol and becky had a few to many and started to feel really bad. and puked. then i started to have fun cuz i kept drinking them and we started to chill nd trevor started puking. and then becky puked again i was like jeesh lol then we all had to go to bed so we did. then the next day we were all chillin and i got out on the jet ski. and then it started to storm like bad and we were all sitting on the to part of the deck then my mom mad us all go onto the bottem so we were standing on the edge and timothy and I made out while it was raining. Possibly the cutest thing EVER then it stopped and we all got into the water and it was SOO warm it felt good lol =) then we played marco polo that was kool and then tim got on me later and i flipped him off lol haha that was fun then i flipped us both off the jet ski almost tipped onto us =) then. later everybody was so warn out so we went inside and chilled and then around 10 we watched war of the worlds which was scary and then. i went onto the floor and we all fell asleep in the living room. nd the next morning was six fags time =) so we all went to there and had fun nd then we were having fun nd timothy got me a ring! i was like awwwww i love my baby lol then they went to my uncles to play pool nd stuffnd then he came home that night nd we made out alot nd stuff annd then one thing lead to another and he fingered me and stuff and i gave him a hand job. nd then he asked me if he could try something and i was like take my virginty and he saidd noooo nd so then he started eating me oouttt =) lol and then like 20 seconds later lol i was like tim i hafta go to bed and he was like okay nd stood up and i fell nd my dad walked in i was like wow good timing then the next day my b-dayyyyy =) lol the same thing happened except i gave him head. LoL that night was worth every minute =) i love him and then the next morning i woke him up and like kissed him every minute i could and then . I had to go to school for the first day and then he left. and i felt sooo horrible. I didnt even wanna be there i miss him so much now. && last night he was all like " i think that having a long distance relationship is soo hard" and stuff. and it seemed like he was trying to break up with me. but he couldnt. but. i was freaking out and i felt like crap and stuff my heart like dropped im like. Idk what to do. and he said he would never break up with me. but it seemed like he was trying to really bad. Idk. I felt like shit after that. but then after that I was just. whatever! and now im writing in this. Lol but. I'll call him later and talk to hima bout it but. now i think i'll write in this soon =) in the meantime i'll be writing. but anyways I gotta go i'll ttyl <3 PcE
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| So, my day starts out like this: I wake up, go to the Cancer Center w/ my dad chill there for about a good hour while he gets his treatment done afterwards we stop at the waffle house & get sum breaky i had a hamburger. Then we go home and i got the grass and it was sooooo hott outside i believe that i could have been a faucet it was that bad. Hah, so i came inside & my dad and I went to the dmv! . rawr! LoL i get my license on the 9th, for those of you who actually read this =) I'm quite happy about that. So i get back from the dmv and watch Shark Tale. Yeah. I know I'm a loser haha then. I get the most AWFUL news I've had allllll summer, besides the fact that emily might not come down , Uhm Yeah We had to get rid of my dog today. SUCKS! So i cried for about 3 1/2 hours. & now i'm on here because i just had to let it out. I cant handle this up nd down shit any more. I seriously I`m about to have a nervous breakdown, and when I do. Shit is DEFINATLY hitting the fan because, I'm not too precious when I have a nervous breakdown, I tend to hear things shatter, & if it happens to be somebodies skull... Oh fucking well! Okay well that is my drama for today =) I'll write more tomorrow or later on tonight depends
8 more days and i get to see my baby
I Love Timothy<3 | | |
| So I figured I'd write in here seeing as though nobody reads these things any more & its becoming less of a fad to have one. My dad Started treatment not to long ago thats a plus because the cancer is shrinking and he's doing way better and in a fun mood unlike he used to be. We were watching the district today and he gave me a wafer cookie haha i was not exactly something somebody would normally get happy about but if you know my dad, you know quite well he doesnt share food in fact he HATES it! So My mom totally flipped out about it in a good way of course because he's getting better and better by the day. Then after the district was over we wrestled on the floor for a bit & that was just glorious because he let me win =) either that or I'm just getting stronger. This whole cancer thing has really made me think alot about the outcome of my life, whats going to happen within the next couple years of my life? Am I really going to go back to Michigan to study Forensics? Am I even really going to go back to Michigan? I really do miss my friends but sometimes I feel as if I'm standing in the middle of the room screaming and nobody hears me. It's like everybody just goes on their marry little way. I talk to Tim as if he's my best friend now because other than him Emily Becky & Alicia are the only people who actually listen to me and give me advice to help. It's like I lost all contact with everybody else from Michigan, people who told me they'd be there for me for no matter what. I actually feel as if im a burden to anybody else I talk to, or call. *Deep Sigh*
On the other hand! Timothy and I will be going out for 1 year and 2 months in about 2 days =) I don't know how I made it without him, he's so amazing to me. When everything else is going wrong I know he's one person I can turn to and EVERYTHING will be alright. Lately everybody else has been having relationship problems, but it seems that Timothy and I have been just great, (which is not to brag either) I just couldn't handle having a problem with him right now it would take to large of a toll on my life. He's My best friend, My love, and the most wonderful boyfriend ever. I feel as if I'm being way mushy in this entry right here but this is how I'm feeling and seeing as though NOBODY else could be here to talk to without me feeling bad, SO this xanga journal thing really helps =) 9 days until I'm reunited with my other half. =) I cannot wait honestly this is the BEST thing that has happened to me since Pandas haha. And I was re-doing my profile on AIM and, looking for quotes is very hard theres nothing that can explain the way I feel for this boy hes Amazing, and thats a word that can't even come close to explaing him but its pretty much my favorite word for him. Timothy and amazing, they just go together in one sentence. Haha I'm silly the way I explain things. Butt, Right now I'm on my way out I guess so, I'll write more tomorrow. =)
Electa
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| So Long time no write YET again, wellp Dad's been in and outta the doctors office tons of times but they say hes doing good, Uhmm. Stress level has been to the max I broke down the other day Like Nervous break down i couldn't stop crying the tears just kept coming. I've been sick alot too.,.,., GAY! But In the Tim and I department Happy 0ne year baby <3but, yeah we're doing pretty good I`m guessing. We really havent gotten into any arguements lately =) Hm. Oh I started listening to ICP heavily it went from Oh ima gangster to whoooosh wicked shit =] hm. OH well I really cant think of anything to write because i have like a block. Oh the lake =) that has been great i'm one tan lil girl now my uncle is happy about that lol I went tubing the other day which was great LoL it was kinda tiring tho too I felt like the waves ripping through me but not totally but its weird to explain. && then he had a Memorial day party and he had these like.. Orange frozen drinks like. that had vodka in them  They were freakin good as hell =) Summer 0H SiX has finally begun for me. Unfortunatly not anybody in Michigan. which totally sucks. And! I REALLY WANNA G0 T0 A FREAKiN` CARNiVAL! thats gay. because theres like NOTHiNG here. excpet what. 6 flags whoo thats not a freakin carnival. rawr. Welllllllp I hafta go I promise to write more and more =) since i`ll prolly have nothing better to do at night any ways. =)
Love lecta
I Love Timothy *` baby if you read this i want you to know i love you more than you think you know <3 <3 <3 <3 you own my heart | | |
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